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What does it actually mean to follow Jesus?

After years of preaching, teaching, and doing church, I have found myself coming back to an embarrassingly simple question: What does it actually mean to follow Jesus? You would think I would have this figured out by now. I don't. I grew up in an Evangelical Lutheran Church, and the Christianity I experienced was very different from the Christianity I understand and live today. As a child, following Jesus felt like following rules. There were things you did and things you didn't do. There was sin. There was judgment. And somewhere underneath it all was the very real possibility of hell. Following Jesus meant being good. Being obedient. Believing the right things. And, perhaps most importantly, not getting it wrong. That understanding of faith stayed with me for a long time. It took me years to understand that following Jesus might be very different. And now, after seminary and ordination and several years of ministry, after hundreds of sermons and more Bible studies than I coul...

This Church Belongs to All of Us

  This week, I overheard a comment about some of the changes happening at Parkdale. The suggestion was that they were all my ideas. I will be honest. It stayed with me. Not because I expect everyone to agree with every idea, or because I need credit for what is happening. It stayed with me because this church has never belonged to one person. Its life has always been shaped by people who cared enough to offer their time, their questions, their imagination, and their love. More than four years ago, Parkdale’s Council appointed a Strategic Planning Group to listen and imagine where God might be leading us. They gathered input from the congregation, Council, and committees. Together, they asked: Who are we? What is God calling us to do? How do we live out our commitment to building connections, living faith, and acting for justice? The plan that emerged named hopes for strengthening lay leadership, using our building in new ways, deepening our welcome, developing partnerships, ...

The Holy Work of Showing up

Lately, I have been walking around Parkdale, noticing things. The kitchen is shining. And I mean shining. After a long summer of coffee, camps, meals, meetings, children, and all the beautiful mess of a well-used building, a couple of volunteers spent hours cleaning it from top to bottom. Outside, the benches and bridge have a fresh coat of paint. What looked tired a few weeks ago looks cared for again. Another volunteer has spent endless hours waiting for contractors to arrive. And while he waits, he finds things to fix. There is always something to fix. This is, after all, a church. Over the past few weeks, I have watched people give an extraordinary amount of time to this place. And I keep thinking about how much of the community is built this way. Quietly. A paintbrush in someone's hand. A cloth across a counter. A loose hinge tightened. A pot of coffee made before anyone else arrives. None of it is glamorous. All of it matters. Parkdale simply could not be the community it is ...

Maybe the Church Is More Like a Garden

I have been thinking about gardens lately. Maybe because summer is beginning to let go. The tomatoes are finally ripening. Flowers that were spectacular a few weeks ago are beginning to fade. The light is changing. Here and there, if you look closely, a leaf is beginning to turn. Creation is always becoming. Nothing stays exactly as it was. And somehow, that doesn't make creation less beautiful. It makes it alive. Which has me wondering about the church. Maybe the church was never meant to be a painting. Maybe it was always meant to be more like a garden. Something we inherit, yes. But also something we tend. A painting is finished. We hang it on the wall. We admire it. We protect it. We try to preserve it exactly as it is. But a garden? A garden is gloriously unfinished. Things grow. Things die. Things surprise us. Something you planted carefully refuses to grow, while something you didn't plant at all appears between two rocks and absolutely thrives. There are seasons of abun...

A Summer Spirit

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Every season has something to teach us. Autumn teaches us that letting go is part of life. Winter invites us to slow down, to rest, and to trust that not everything beautiful is visible. Spring whispers that new life is always possible, even after the longest seasons. And summer... Summer reminds us to laugh a little louder, linger a little longer, and rediscover the joy of seeing familiar things with fresh eyes. Perhaps that's why we've decided to let our worship take on a bit of a summer spirit this year. Over the next nine weeks, Sunday mornings at Parkdale are going to look and feel a little different. We'll leave the sanctuary behind and gather in the garden. There will still be Scripture, prayer, music, and meaningful reflection, but there will also be conversation, storytelling, and opportunities to participate rather than simply observe. Think of it as a summer edition of worship. A chance to experience church from a different perspective. The summer worship series ...

Summer Rhythms

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Summer has a way of loosening our grip. The alarm clock feels a little less urgent. School lunches disappear. Evening sports practices come to an end. Calendars that have been packed for months suddenly develop open spaces. For families, summer often arrives like a long exhale. There are later bedtimes, slower mornings, camping trips, backyard barbecues, afternoons at the lake, and evenings spent lingering on the deck long after the sun begins to set. There is time to sleep in, time to wander, time to simply be. And honestly, I think that's a gift. For generations, church life often followed a different rhythm. Growing up, church wasn't optional. Unless we were out of town, we were there every Sunday. It was simply what we did. But as I've been reflecting on routines lately, I've come to believe that stepping away from one routine for a season is not necessarily a bad thing. What matters is not whether we sit in the same pew every week. What matters is whether we contin...

Watching the Weather

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This week, Calgary has felt like a study in contrasts. One moment, the sky is dark with thunderclouds rolling across the horizon. Next, the sun breaks through, and the garden seems to have grown another inch overnight. The peonies are beginning to open. The lilacs are fading. The grass is impossibly green. It has me thinking about how often life unfolds the same way. We spend a lot of time looking for certainty. We want clear answers. We want to know exactly where we are headed. We want a five-year plan for our lives, our churches, our communities, and sometimes even our faith. Instead, what we often get is weather. Storms. Sunshine. Unexpected growth. New possibilities. Moments of doubt. Moments of hope. And somehow, life keeps unfolding anyway. I've been spending a lot of time in the garden this week. Partly because everything is blooming, and partly because of the new puppy who is learning the rhythms of life, one sniff, one adventure, and one bathroom break at a ti...